Never felt more on my own
Ever increasingly more at home in here
in this body, in this mind, in this slowing-down kind of cadence that reminds me
to wait, mediate, meditate, soften my space and let it all fall a w a y
Thank you for leaving me this legacy of sunlight and patience and flowers and hours of
this is where it always needed to go – i just didn’t, couldn’t, wouldn’t, shouldn’t have known till now.
I love you. I miss you. I wish i could call you and hear your voice so instead I’ll listen to
my last birthday call
which I saved for this moment where all falls
so quietly into the pace of the truth
we did it
you made it
i took it you gave it
you saw it
you felt it
you became it
you held it
you knew it
you knew it.
I miss you. I know I’ve said that. I keep saying it out loud so many times.